Uh what is wrong with me today???

 

Hi Gang,

Boy I am having one of those days;  I feel irritable, sluggish, tired, cranky and kind of depressed for no good reason.  I think staying up late last night to watch the season finale of Lost (which was good by the way) explains the tiredness and maybe because the pollen is horrible today and it is grey and sorta rainy out can explain the rest who knows??? 

I do not have anything exciting at all to say….see blah life sucks then you die.  Ok maybe I should snap out of it I have less than an hour left of work and it is weekend eve after all.  Oh wait I forgot Dave has to travel again next week, this time he is going to Los Angeles!  At least I will get a new T-Shirt to add to my collection.  I hate him being gone all the time, this job of his is turning out to be the pits.  The put a hiring freeze on, a raise/bonus freeze on so they do not have to lay any one off….but they are know working him/and fellow employee’s like dogs.  Since we have come home from vacation in January he has been gone on business almost every other week and sometimes back to back weeks.  Then it stinks because when the weekend comes and he is done traveling he just wants to veg gout because he is so tired and he has no energy to do the stupid fun things we used to do on the weekends.  So I guess I am feeling I work, come home, over and over again with nothing to look forward to…. I know deep in my heart it is not true, I got a good man,  a nice place to live, and we are comfortable (not rich but not hurting for anything either), we get along and enjoy each others company.  I should thank my lucky stars since so many people out there are being devastated by this economy today not to mention other problems others have to face on a day to day basis. 

Ok I need to end this pity party and think positively!  We will have a wonderful 10 day vacation in July, going to get some camping in and get back to nature and unplug myself from my computer, phone, iPod and TV.   That is just what I need.